The Cost of Unforgiveness (pt 2)

Life certainly has a way of teaching you that forgiveness is a lot more difficult than the childhood struggle of forgiving a sibling who hit you or a friend who wouldn't play with you. Relationships are complicated and often hard. Forgiveness is costly.

I’ve experienced my share of hurt, conflict, and broken relationships, much of which has occurred in the church (see previous post). I've lost close friendships. With other friends, I’ve had to work through deep hurt.

But there's one thing I've learned:

While there is great cost in forgiveness, there is a greater cost for unforgiveness.

This does not mean that forgiveness is easy in any way, shape, or form! It’s inevitable that you will be hurt by other sinners (and you will sin against them too, by the way). It’s part of living in a broken world cursed by sin. It also doesn't mean that forgiveness is a one-time deal or that the feelings or struggles go away. But Scripture warns us:

"For if you forgive others their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you, but if you do not forgive others their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses."
Matthew 6:14-15

This is terrifying when you ponder its implications. I don't want God to withhold forgiveness from me! God is a gracious Father, and He never commands us to do something that He hasn't given us the power to do. So what would God have us learn from conflict and forgiveness?

The Opportunity of Conflict
If we really understand the depth to which we have been forgiven by God, we will want to forgive others. That doesn't make forgiveness easy, but it does provide the motivation to forgive.

Here's what we miss out on when we refuse to forgive:

“When we reject the opportunity to forgive or ask for forgiveness, the relationship suffers. When we choose to practice true forgiveness, the relationship is not just brought back to where it was before the offense; it actually moves further down the road to maturity.” Relationships: A Mess Worth Making, Paul Tripp and Timothy Lane

This is an incredible picture. For a long time, I was convinced that conflict = a bad relationship. I thought it was better to have no conflict than to have resolved conflict. Because of this, I carefully avoided conflict. It wasn't really peacemaking though, but a fake kind of peace-facade, where I didn't really deal with issues. I never imagined that biblically resolved conflict could lead to a deeper relationship.

I'm not saying I've suddenly had all these wonderful relationships because I faced conflict head-on. I've had to grapple with this truth in light of ongoing, unresolved conflict I have no power to fix. On the other hand, I have experienced the beauty of deeper relationships because of conflict handled biblically. And I have learned that forgiveness is more for my own heart and relationship with God than it is just to smooth things over or have a "good relationship".

Embracing the Cost
While we know there is cost in refusing to forgive, as well as opportunity in conflict, how do we embrace the cost of forgiveness? Two things that help propel us forward:

1. Look to Jesus. Remember, the price you pay in forgiveness is never as great as what God sacrificed to forgive you (Rom. 5:6-9). When you see the depth of your own sin and the extent to which you've been forgiven, it spurs you on to forgive others (Eph. 4:32). Forgiveness is not negating justice, but leaving justice to the hands of God (Rom. 12:19).*

2. Choose to love. Usually when we're hurt, the last thing we want to do is show love to someone. I know it is for me! But isn't this what Jesus calls me to do? Choosing to demonstrate love is a way to help bring healing to our hearts (Rom. 12:20-21, Luke 6:27-36).

If you have been sinned against, forgiveness is a high and difficult command. Each situation is unique and there's no way to comprehensively address all that should be done in your situation. But I know this is true: choosing to forgive bears incredible fruit for your own life. 

The next time you experience conflict, weigh the cost of forgiveness and the cost of unforgiveness. Then let the Scriptures guide you into deeper, more mature relationships with others, as you seek to live in light of the forgiveness that God has graciously bestowed on you.

*This is not to imply that you ignore or overlook situations involving abuse or illegal activity. Each situation is unique and requires much wisdom, including reporting things to the proper authorities when necessary.